Second Note to “Raqs Bekon”

Habib Qaderi is first cousins with my dearest friend here in Northern Virginia. My friend’s father is brothers with Habib Qaderi’s mother, and from his mother’s side, my friend is a descendant of who was essentially the patriarch of the Zekrya clan, Fazel Ahmad Nainawaz, who in turn was the musical guru of the legendary Ahmad Zahir.

A lot of my content spills forth from a deep sense of nostalgia and melancholy as a result of a longing and reminiscence of the past. As Freud said, subconsciously and unconsciously, we are seeking complete satisfaction and a repetition of the past. But Freud also said that prohibition owes its existence to impulse. And as a result, with every discharge of content and material or with every impulsive act of discharging and releasing subconscious and unconscious content and material, we get ever closer to the forbidden act.

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