Fourth Note to “Kabul Dur Ast”

Cooperate or cheat through their “Prisoner’s Dilemma” in order to get out of it while considering that all of it amounts to a study or a survey of comparative cultures and comparative histories. And to erase culture and history from the big picture the way they do is genocidal and sociopathic. It is evil and it is a grave injustice. So we are left contemplating and brooding over it in a state of isolation and loneliness, with the beloved’s hair and its beauty looming large over all of it. It was the only way to keep one in the loop. It takes the beauty of the beloved’s hair to keep one in the loop. Otherwise, it’s all disgusting and nauseating. I should have never left behind what I left behind in my previous life for this. Leave behind everything in your previous life for a petty and genocidal and sociopathic and evil clash of cultures and histories with the sole and singular aim and goal of keeping white supremacy alive. But this is where we ended up nonetheless.